Saturday, January 29, 2011


Since I am not feeling well I cannot go and see Cami today. I have a fever and cannot take a chance of getting her sick. So, I have called there a couple of times and she is fine. My arms ache to hold her again, but I have not been able to since she had the trach placed. I have to learn how to change her trach this next week and how to clean and change the ties 2 times a day. It takes 2 nurses to do this- all the while my sweet innocent baby cries silently. That comes with the trach- I can no longer hear her cry. It breaks my heart that she is like that- but I can't do anything about it. I am a ferocious mama bear when it comes to my kids. Poor Cami has never had it easy and I suppose she never will. So,I can't go and visit her tonight because of my fever. Kevin did go and visit with her and she vomited on him- part of the trach- if she moves her head too much she vomits. I put up a new chip in with the amount still owed. We have almost enough but they want the January payment as well- so we are still short. Please keep Cami in your prayers- the sweet baby never did anything to deserve this.


  1. Praying for a speedy recover for you Christy so you can see Cami soon. Praying for Cami always.

  2. Praying you feel better soon, so you can see sweet Cami soon!

  3. Christy, hope you get better quick so you can get back to beautiful Cami!! Im sure she's missing ya!! Im praying for you three all the time and theres never a day that goes by that i dont think of you three!! Take care and get better soon!! {{warm hugs}}

    Becky,and the kiddos {{Skylar and Ashtin}}